Pain

Pain
You got to bear with it and hope the wound heals
There're no foolishness, no easiness
You just breathe and go on with it
Most of the time you can't manage pain
Pain
You just have to fake through, cause the truth IS
You can't outrun it; it just adds on

from Grey's Anatomy

Monk's story

有一天，Monk A 和 Monk B 一同下山取水
就在河边遇见一位姑娘站着，Monk A 便问到：“姑娘，你怎么了？”
“我正要拿药赶回家，我娘病了。。但是我无法过这条河，你能背我过去吗？”
Monk A 想也没想便回答 “好” 就背起那位姑娘，用稳重快速的步伐过了河蚌。
Monk A 便继续和 Monk B 提了水，会山去了。
就在路途中，Monk B 问到“师兄，我们不是不能和 色，酒，烟 有关联吗？”
Monk A: “对啊”
Monk B: “那你为何要背那姑娘过河呢？”Monk A 并没有回答，继续他的步伐上路。
Monk B 又问了“师兄？？”
Monk A 这时回答了：“我已经放下了，为何你还抱着它呢？”

Denial

We deny facts we don't wish to accept
We deny almost at anything we can't come to terms with
We deny we are in denial
We deny so much that we can't even see the truth, right in front of our faces.

We always think it's ok, but sometimes it's ok to let go your emotions....

from Grey's Anatomy

Our Love Nest...to be

Yippee, I'm done and over with my 1st HDB appointment, NOW I'm one step closer in taking possession of our love-nest! Yes, I'm definitely looking forward to it; we've always been wanting to have a place of our own especially for the both of us who are much independent and yearn-freedom individuals. It's not going and never will be easy to take care of the whole house by yourself, i know but I'll try and will do my best. Wah, sounds more like an auntie-to-be, will I become one? I sure hope not =p

For now I'm declared a CPF bankruptcy, HDB wiped out all our CPF money, how cold-bloodied and realistic can they be? Come to think of it, I kinda feel the pinch there! Worked and slogged hard for the past 5-6years only to have it all wiped out clean in 1 day (how could I not feel the pain) for a long-term investment or should I say liability? Opps, well at least I'm not lying to myself it's an asset. Nah it's ok, at least I got something called my home and HEY I'm the lady owner of it! *grinning*

When will the male oener be coming back?? Sigh, doubt he'll be in time to be collecting our house key together, kinda feel that I'm solely buying the unit, not too bad huh. Exactly one (1) more month to go and I own my 1st property *whistle* Don't share my joy, come share my troubles; it'll be more and all about money shortly after that. Haha, anyone wanna sponsor me?? Fridge? TV console? Sofa? I mind nothing at all =) Heehee

Renovation; it's a tedious, tiring & costly process. But hopefully it'll be over without much hassles soon, my targeted plan is to shift in to our lovenest earliest end of September (should everything be smooth-going) and going to invite our close friends for bbq steamboat the 1st thing next!=) Sigh already pre-empted there're bound to have lots of argument arising during this period but guess we'll still enjoy the process to transform a not-so-nice unit with our ideas (how we would want our dream-home to be) to a place of our own to live in.... =)

I actually can forsee ourself sitting in the living room, cuddling on the sofa watching DVDs or soccer. Making breakfast every morning for my hubbie before heading off to work (it's one thing I hope I can do for him) =) But I guess most of the time he'll be stuck in our study-room - engrossed in his computer games! Hahaha

Thanks for everything............