Hubbie, come back soon!

He's been away for only 2 days but I started to miss him already... how to survive the rest of 3 months? Nah, I'll pull through! Can't believe I'm married, Mrs. Chia already. I quite enjoyed the status, perhaps it's a new chapter in my life. Still remembered the last night I slept over at his place, I weeped when he hugged me. Luckily he didn't realised because lights were off then, I can't help but feel the sadness that I won't be having such hugs, no one I can pour all nonsenses to for a freaking 4 long months!! OMG! I know my friends will still be there for me, go out with, but it'll still be different compared to him.

Went for his sending off on 4th Feb (Sat), promised him I'll not cry! Sigh ít didn't happen! I kept my cool till he went on board ship, my tears tickled down automatically. Oh boy, i am so useless! I misses you already! Come back soon, ok??

At least I can still look forward in collecting my ROM photos, something to think about while he's away. 010206 - it was a wonderful night! I felt pure happiness and joy that night, esp when he knelt down. Everything was perfect but there's still some disappointment in there. I kinda feel bad for the ratio of ang pows coverage, but hubbie ensured me it's ok, I was touched by his gesture, thank you for being the understanding one. Perhaps it's me, whom always think everything was wonderful & positive. He had always told me good man dies young, I'm starting to believe it. I'm tired of being the organizer, the initiator, the lead. Decided to stay out from now on.

I was quite surprised with the dressings of each individual that night, surprised on how simple some took my event and how some took with great respect. I appreciates, thank you. I don't blame anyone, anyway it's over. I can't expect everyone to follow my expectations (something I learnt), anyway the most important thing is I enjoyed every moment that night. Yes i DID.

Recently met up with XH, told her how I was touched by Zhixiong & Eu's care towards me that night, esp Xiong. He really LOOKed after me that night, helped me drink quite a no. of beers (because hubbie was already dead drunk). Through-out the whole event, I am surprised that they're actually the ones who had been helping without me asking them. THANK YOU. I owe you guys one! And thank you for being the mcees that night.

Hubby, you got yourself great buddies and they'll be mine too!

Missing you..........!!