Sometimes, something are just beyond our control.

Counting down 3 weeks to my official shift in to my new house, so much unforeseen incidents starts to surface one by one; how worst can it get? 1st of all, my FILwas having an affair and not surprisely being caught soon after that. What is worst was him having affair with a married woman, OMG! My hubby already suspected something fishy but I think otherwise when he told me about it, simply because I thought how will anyone of their age still resort to affair???

Well, guess men's sixth sense are accurate too huh. Shortly after my hubby's suspicion, FIL's actions totally let him out and he did admit to it. It's a big big drama till date, now that MIL and the 3rd party's family knew about this, things are becoming more ugly and threatened. Hopefully things will be resolved peacefully soon, with no violence involved (keeping my fingers crossed). These few days, hubby had been really vexed and stressed out not only by this issue.. but for a fact that they might be filing for a divorce lead to - "Where will MIL be staying should the divorce proceeds?" This is my biggest headache too!

For the fact that hubby being the only child, guess we really got no other choices left. The more I think about it, the more depressing and saddening I became, for my dreams gonna be shattered.. I know I'm being very selfish here, only to be thinking for ourselves, I should be more than understanding to empathize with MIL esp with what she'd gone through. But I can't help it but to think selfishly, afterall we have waited so long for our dream home. From 7 months till now, 2 1/2 weeks more to go, only to have such circumstances unpredictably. I told hubby very frankly - 'I'm really not prepared for such' . Expected appalling remarks from him, but only to receive some comforting ones. He think likewise too, and can understand how I felt but he really got no other choices no matter how much he yearn in having a life of our own. He had also been waiting for the completion of our house to be finally freed from his mum's consistent naggings, but only to have it backfired at this timing; he's extremely disappointed too.

We both agreed this is one thing we can't do anything about it; there isn't any other options for us. I have try to convince myself to embrace that fact but I just can't seem to overcome it YET. Hopefully I'm at least 60% over that when the time comes.