The 1st step out .....

Never expect that I will blog, haha. Guess life is just so unpredicable, nobody knows what's going to happen the very next moment. Remembered asking my frd, L - "hey you got nothing better to do than blog?" his reply kinda trigger me off to start blogging
"one can pour out unsolved thoughts in writting, why not?"
I feel so empty and troubled deep in me, have been trying so hard to get them out of me, but always failed. Hope blogging will be the cure, or at least lighten my inner self. P asked if I will blog one day and to put as known or anonymous? Anonymous to be. Thoughts and unsolved questions to be kept within this blog, since it's already unsolvable, why spread on? =) This past 1 year, I felt the huge change in myself, in terms of how I view things, the joyous me seems be disappearing subconsciously. I want it back! Very much!